
Saturday, March 31, 2007
A Perfect Circle / Passive

Slowblow / Aim For A Smile

Bazı Yalanlar...

bir şey sevmeye değerse ölmeye de değer mi
bir kaç uyku hapı, bir kaç kıskançlık krizi, elimizde bunlar var mutlu olmaya yetmez ki...
mutlu olmaya yetmez ki...
bazı yalanlar güzel
bazı gerçekler acıymış
bazı ölümler uzun
bütün hayatlar kısaymış
çalışmış!, kaybetmiş!, koşmuş!, yorulmuştuk!..
birbirimize içmeden dokunamaz olmuştuk
bir kaç kalp ağrısı, bir kaç imdat çağrısı
elimizde bunlar var mutlu olmaya yetmez ki...
Friday, March 30, 2007
Lamb / Gabriel

Teoman / Kelimeler

K a ç ı y o r m u s u n a ş k t a n h a l a k o ş u p i n s a n d a n i n s a n a .
Hayatı bırakıp tabağında "Boşver!" mi diyorsun, k a n a s ı n . . .
İçin acıyor mu hiç bazı bazı ,cesur musun gözünü kapadığında, sımsıkılar mı, kırpmıyor musun?
"Boşver!" mi diyorsun, k a n a s ı n . . .
Biliyorum artık çok zor... Çok... K u r a c a k y e n i b i r h i k a y e m y o k ;
Yine de uğraşıyorum rastgele bu eskimiş kelimelerle...
Yavaşlıyor ama durmuyor dünya , z a m a n k i m s e d e n d e ğ i l k e n y a n a
Gitmiş herkes, evlerimiz bomboş, "Boşver!" mi diyorsun, k a n a s ı n . . .
Batmadık ama su alıyoruz hala, hissetmeden basıp toprağa...
T u z b a s m a d a n y a r a l a r ı m a "Boşver!" mi diyorsun, k a n a s ı n . . .
Biliyorum artık çok zor... Çok... K u r a c a k y e n i b i r h i k a y e m y o k ;
yine de uğraşıyorum rastgele bu eskimiş kelimelerle..
A l t ü s t olmuş coğrafyamla, cebimde bozuk paralarımla, kendi mezarına selam durup "Boşver!" mi diyorsun, K A N A S I N
Biliyorum artık çok zor... ÇOK... Kuracak yeni bir hikayem yok; yine de uğraşıyorum rastgele bu eskimiş kelimelerle............................................................................
Damien Rice / Volcano

Thursday, March 29, 2007
Blonde Redhead / Misery Is A Butterfly
Dearest Jane, I should've known better... 
you were sad, yes, you were, you
were, y o u were .. What I say I say
only to y o u cause I love and I love
only y o u... Dearest Jane, I want to give y o u a dream that no one
has given y o u... Remember when we found misery we watched her, watched her spread her wings and slowly fly around our room and she asked for your gentle mind...
Misery is a butterfly, her heavy wings will warp your mind with her small ugly face and her long antenna and her black and pink heavy wings
Remember when we found misery, we watched her, watched her spread her wings and slowly fly around our room and she asked for your gentle mind..
Kent / Music Non Stop

Denali / Surface

Monday, March 26, 2007
Dadafon / Slowday

it's just a slow day moving into a slow night...
it doesn't matter what you do...
everything just stays the same, the cats sleep it off, the dogs don't bark,
it's just a slow day moving into a slow night...
there's nothing even dying, it's just more waiting through a slow day moving into a slow night.
you don't even hear the water running, the walls just stand there and the doors don't open.
it's just a slow day moving into a slow night.
the rain has stopped, you can't hear a siren anywhere, your wristwatch has a dead battery, the cigarette lighter is out of fluid...
it's just a slow day moving into a slow night, it's just more waiting through a slow day moving into a slow night like tomorrow's never going to come and when it does it'll be the same damn thing.
Teoman / İstasyon İnsanları

Ruhidir benim adım, hiç çıkmam evimden, dostlar uydururum hayali, mutluyumdur bu yuzden... bir çiçek dürbününden insanlara bakarken bir gün bir istasyon gördüm trenleri geciken... yolcular ellerinde tek gidişlik bir bilet henüz bilmeseler de hayat bundan ibaret... istasyon insanları burdalar tesadüfen , aynı rüyayı görüp ayrı yerlere giden... eskiden çok eskiden, ben daha çok küçükken, henüz cennet plajı otopark olmamışken, mercanların arasında küçük balıklar vardı, en güzelleri el boyunda kavuniçi olanlardı, birgün bir rüya gordüm; o kavuniçi balık benmişim büyümem beklenmeden afiyetle yenmişim... istasyon insanları burdalar tesadüfen, aynı rüyayı görüp ayrı yerlere giden... Ruhidir benim adım, bir sırrım var, saklarım ama görünce anlarsınız, yalnız dikkat acımayın, acınmak canımı en çok acıtandır..
Bright Eyes / Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh

The phone slips from a loose grip Words were missed then, some apology I didn't want to tell you this No, it's just some guy she's been hanging out with I don't know, the past couple weeks I guess Well, thank you and hang up the phone Let the funeral start Hear the casket close Let's pin split-black ribbon to your overcoat Well, laughter pours from under doors In this house, I don't understand that sound no more It seems artificial, like a T.V. set Well, haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh This weight it must be satisfied You offer only one reply You know not what you do But you tear and tear your hair from roots From that same head you have twice removed now A lock of hair you said would prove Our love would never die Well ha ha ha I remember everything The words we spoke on freezing South Street And all those mornings watching you get ready for school You combed your hair inside that mirror The one you painted blue and glued with jewelry tears Something about those bright colors would always make you feel better But now we speak with ruined tongues And the words we say aren't meant for anyoneIt's just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance But there was once you You said you hate my suffering And you understood And you'd take care of me You'd always be thereWell where are you now? Haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh The plans were never finalized But left to hang like yarn and twine Dangling before my eyes As you tear and tear your hair from roots From that same head you have twice removed now A lock of hair you said would proveOur love would never die And I sing and sing of awful things The pleasure that my sadness brings As my fingers press onto the strings In yet another clumsy chord Haligh, haligh, an awful lie This weight will now be satisfied I'm gonna give you only one replyI know not who I am But I talk in the mirror To the stranger that appears Our conversations are circles Always one sided Nothing is clear Except we keep coming back To this meaning that I lack He says the choices were given Now you must live themOr just not live But do you want that?
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Tom Tykwer / True

and our connection too...
like seasons...
our spring was perfect
but summer has ended.
and we missed the autumn
and now everthing is cold...
everthing is so cold...
everthing began freezing...
our love fell asleep
and snow
made us a surprise
Take care of yourself.
Francine...
I remember it exactly.
It was the 15th of May.
Spring was late to arrive
and rain clouds were gathering.
And you were screaming.
And of course you
were accepted.
You left Boston and
moved to live in Paris.
A small apartment on a
street in the Faubourg Saint-Denis.
I showed you my neighborhood,
my bars, my school.
I introduced you to my friends.
My parents.
I listened to you
as you learned your lines.
I listened to your singing,
to your hopes.
Your desires.
I listened to your music.
And you listened to mine.
You listened to my
Italian, German, Russian...
and you gave me a pillow.
And then one day, you kissed me.
Time passed.
Time raced.
And everything seemed so easy,
so simple.
Free.
So new and unique.
We went to the movies.
Shopping.
We laughed.
You cried.
We swam, we smoked.
We shaved.
From time to time
you screamed.
Without reason.
Sometimes with reason.
Yes, sometimes with reason.
I walked you to the conservatory.
I studied for my exams.
I listened to your singing,
to your hopes.
Your desires.
I listened to your music
We were close.
So close.
Ever closer.
We went to the movies.
We went swimming.
We laughed together.
You screamed.
Sometimes with reason.
And sometimes without.
Time passed.
Time raced.
I walked you to the conservatory.
I studied for my exams.
You listened as I spoke Italian,
German, Russian, French.
I studied for my exams.
You screamed.
You screamed.
Without reason.
I studied for my exams.
Exams, exams...
Time passed.
You screamed.
You screamed, you screamed...
I went to the movies.
Forgive me, Francine.


